For a few years, I have written notes that are addressed to my sister during the very long and stressful process of her eating disorder and anorexia battles. These were letters I intended to write and hold onto without letting them reach the public surface for personal reasons. However, in light of events that transpired, it was important for me to read two that I wrote during two different periods of time, one written after my old suicide note was discovered by my sister, and one written after my sister's own suicide attempt.