"It’s about nothing, about everything, it’s about life." - Jonas Mekas. "Every time I try to fly I fall without my wings, I feel so small" - Britney Spears. Spears and Mekas each occupy mythic, foundational positions in their respective forms. Both are godparents of their genres, often misunderstood, emotionally raw, and culturally defining. An animated fanzine. What it would mean to take the ecstatic, the excessive, and the feminine seriously. What if fandom was a film theory?